Say hello and Good bye

Processing feelings ! how do we go about this. In my home it is not possible to even talk about much less feel. my favorite spot"my wonderful river" This morning I just got my coffee and sat there to cry. The relief that comes from tears is great also exhausting. Saying hello to someone in your life is easy. Saying goodbye is not. With most relationships we have a lot of bitching and complaining, we also have love and respect.
For all of us saying goodbye I hope you find your place to make peace.